Keep in mind that Saturn also rewards hard work. Saturn in this position forces you to go within and to reevaluate what is truly important to you, then to follow that path. If you can learn how to follow your intuition in your career instead of your ego, you can be very successful. You tend to be very hard on yourself with Saturn conjunct Midheaven, and this can be helpful when you want to reach a goal, but it can go too far and turn into self-defeatism. You probably have a strong sense of inner competition and a drive to master your field. At first, this is usually because you want to prove yourself, but over time you will realize that it’s simply because you want to contribute or to be successful for yourself, not for others. However, you probably have a natural urge to do something big or important with Saturn conjunct Midheaven. Unlike other people, any critique wounds you in a strong and deep way due to your early interactions with this type of judgment as a child. This judgment can come from your parents, from larger groups, or from the public eye in general. You may feel criticized no matter what you do. Often, the way that others see you will be influenced by the sing that Saturn conjunct Midheaven sits in. You may been seen as too private, reserved, odd, boring, or cold. Others may brush you off, even if your achievements are worth recognition. Now, Saturn conjunct Midheaven brings up these feelings again in your career. However, you run into a blank wall and tend to feel those same negative feelings again, because you don’t get the validation you want. You look to other people to tell you when you’ve done a good job. This lack of a father figure created a drive to seek recognition. For example, Midheaven in Capricorn can indicate a father who didn’t provide for you monetarily, while Midheaven in water signs will point to emotional absence. The way that this absence manifested will depend on the sign that Saturn conjunct Midheaven is in. You may have experienced the absence of your father figure as well. As a child, you probably felt that one of your parents (either the dominant parent or the father figure) never saw your true potential and failed to realize or to articulate your importance in the world. Many of these difficult feelings, including your insecurity, stems from childhood and past lives. What Saturn conjunct Midheaven does indicate is that you will always feel criticized, even when you achieve the ultimate level of success. There are many natives with this aspect who are extremely wealthy or famous, and there’s just as many people who experience a lot of disappointment in their career. Saturn conjunct Midheaven doesn’t actually indicate how successful you will be. Even when you do well and are successful by society’s standards, you can never get rid of that inner turmoil. You may experience insecurity from a young age. This doesn’t mean that you can’t be successful, it just indicates that you will never appear the way you want to. You will need to work through your image and come to terms with it. When Saturn conjuncts the Midheaven, your public appearance is inherently karmic. These aspects can be both beneficial and difficult, depending on the angle, but they tend to show up in charts when the native is quite serious about their career or image. Capricorn can be quite image-driven, so Saturn-Midheaven aspects don’t always mean that your appearance will be stunted or muted. However, Saturn is also the planet associated with Capricorn, a sign that indicates business and career success. The Midheaven often refers to public image, so Saturn tends to restrict the public image when it aspects the Midheaven. Saturn-Midheaven aspects will show how serious, restricted, reserved, pragmatic, or focused you appear.
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